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remains of a man (r​.​o​.​a​.​m)

by Kadeem & Loman

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1.
You cant pigeonhole the flyest I’m getting the go Rid of all the virus Even Midas can’t sift through my gold Some niggas uplifting others is lifting the pole I'm in middle of both Accustomed to cutting checks and the rigmarole My thoughts alive like the spirits at the devil’s hour My spirit like when the pedals flower Product of the dirt but I still dig deeper One with the Earth as everyday I dub the grim reaper Leo but I feel Libra Balance wherever needed This not talent Born to supersede whoever recent I’m the past, present, future wherever I’m breathing Niggas talking money but not helping they precinct The money not on the books you can keep it And my patience for fuckery still at large Fuck with me and adapt dog Nope to broken promises My role was never lapdog Both hands anonymous You don’t know who you fucking with Sticking to it as you duck the script Flip the foolish into something rich Whatever the tool is its in good handing From my standing to my credit I’m good I know the plan I overstand like I should Like a mechanic keep my hands in the hood Not for granted or one to take lightly Put my hands and my foot In a direction where I can expand till I’m soot Yeah, Where I can expand till I’m soot I’m handling good I’m handling good
2.
rockabye 03:36
This strictly protocol The left hand dancing from the shifty know it all Best man standing My name known like you rolling calls Coach like Jeff and Stan Van New stance in this bitch 2 hands if its stick talk This not for the timid There’s a war where I’m living And big talk not admitted It’s only action Duly noted faction Gentrify my bricks and a hot one at ya captain All sins revealed eventually I’m doing overtime Praying that the afterlife doesn’t have a entrance fee Even niggas half as nice with double all the mentions see the trouble with the math When you fumble elementary basics Go develop partner Been boxed too long not to expand and wander My steps catch hella honors Big body with that top bald Catch a nigga pulling all stops with a Belladona... Not the niggas that you wanna miss Rockabye baby you a goner kid Palette by Haiti Sos pwa on some tropic fish We all don the 5th All you hear is shhhh Not the niggas that you wanna miss Rockabye baby you a goner kid Palette by Haiti Sos pwa on some tropic fish We all don the 5th All you hear is shhhh Wrongdoers until our actions right The past playing catchup, Had to keep your fastest Nikes Find a way to alter but we was far from Acolytes For brothers and fathers behind them walls who we passing kites No love in my heart for Stuart Littles or Casper type Snitch nigga tendencies get you full metal jacket hyped The blick like ven aqui Cuz niggas get money hungry till a bullet fill they appetite And believe that’s just for starters My only hope that I touch tomorrow Yeah Always better than the previous nigga that you saw Different Deemy bitch Same attitude while I’m tighter than a Genie’s crib Gave gratitude now I’m reaping what you seemed to miss The game bada boom Wipe my hands and proceed to dip Made off but I’ll be back shortly World Sport still the wave you could ask the shores g Not the niggas that you wanna miss Rockabye baby you a goner kid Palette by Haiti Sos pwa on some tropic fish We all don the 5th All you hear is shhhh Not the niggas that you wanna miss Rockabye baby you a goner kid Palette by Haiti Sos pwa on some tropic fish We all don the 5th All you hear is shhhh
3.
shrines 02:42
Collecting somewhat conscious of what's happened in the world around you to be 4 years old These are my earliest memories So this fear, this deep seated fear of bodily harm never leaves--in fact it marks African-American life and may be the premiere marker of the Black experience under white supremacy in this country Perhaps everywhere All I see is grayscale But color commentary provides a splash Hood pantones Brushes with death provided laughs Sidewalk reds ran deep over consignment or cash Slide off sped through yellows and greens on the Ave Trafficking light when your soul sustains weight on it Passion of the Christ Crucify you just to make cake on it And then call it justice on the stand Our feet light on our block but the courts a different dance Few rules but held highest Never switch on your mans Empires turn rubble off pillow kissing and grams Flashes of what is and what could be Scatters across my eyes as the hooker flees Splatters from the pies as they cook a key Battles and cries from a toddler that's been hooked since 3 They’ll never know it but they mother do I ain’t a poet just a brother cool Forever a brother who Wading in an ankle deep basement Tested patience at the corner over EBT statements Ask the coroner who body knowing its your little niece laying Dodging collars and orders tryna beat the beeped bracelet Death favors the misfortunate And if so we live niggas Even if our portion quick If there a heaven and hell the hood is purgatory 6 deaths to one success repeatedly You heard the story Know Baphomet praying on my idle If you knew the half of it you’d stay within ya aisle Make it through the cracks and slips is vital This not for show or recital Yeah, I stood over the purple haze that was emitting from the diffuser My skin a tattoo bearing a story like Yakuza Fight or choose a path that mirrors your history’s subtraction In these lawless times falling shrines give me peace like a ration I'm seeing people that wanna live free You know, I'm seeing people that want to live independent of that fear I'm seeing people who have been boxed in by American policy to live within that fear And I'm seeing people who wanna be free
4.
zeroed out 03:25
Half the battle is showing up Plus I’m battling blowing up So most days I check out often Fall short on some left out promise Get it sorted ‘fore I’m stretched out Avoiding all the stress now Not tryna take it to my coffin We found comfort in the lost I don’t want Any whys on my last thoughts The future me sees regret My past self sees pain In this fight with myself I’m disguising the help in some unclean ways I don’t want these stains Pray my tongue speaks change Pray my lungs breathe change Suppressing all this hot blood All I want solace for these veins My heart was pleading for a difference But my body ain’t bleed enough The stitches wasn’t deep enough to live with Something you can call your own My feet was rough Walking through the steepest bluff And I still wander Use to the bottle just to not feel somber Push the throttle On the road but I shouldn’t be anymore All I feel is liquor jumping out my pours Get me out the car I got my face in the sink Water on my neck Dreams for sale But I still got this honor to protect Kadeem’s avail getting smaller as I step When you deemed as strong you seem to wait on “What's wrong?” I’m prepared if it never comes Learned to stare until endeavors done The fight ain’t fair but I’ll never run All I feel is stagnation in the wind All I feel is stagnation in my wings All I feel is stagnation in the wind Imma float in the power that it brings All I feel is stagnation in the wind All I feel is stagnation in my wings All I feel is stagnation in the wind Imma float in the power that it brings You are bearing to witness helplessly to something everybody knows But nobody wants to face Well, one survives that no matter how
5.
icarus 01:55
Can’t stay less the feel right Furthermore I can’t pray less I feel right Can’t play less the bill right Heard the noise and I strayed from the steel right In the middle of a kill sight Sorry I aint make amends Got too comfortable playing the fence But where I land is the photo that depends A snapshot telling me that my will wont bend And fears my won’t stem Out further than needed If it aint my soul or my girl you ain’t heard the allegiance I’m tight-lipped I vice-gripped myself in each and every way Lessons say in order for growth; burn what is needed The match front of me I just gotta drop it but staying comfortably was my haven But addressing pain is the profit And not the change for pockets But the gain to your logic Hope you focused in Seen so-called brothers shed they cobra skin Try block my shot but shit I got goals to tend So be this is it But I flew like Icarus To close to the sun then crash and burn But I rather that than the wings clip and to think if I bet it all that some things switch Then I gained it all like a pinkslip Polishing the rust off I had get it in like a rush job Thought too little of myself But now I understand the touch soft But still no one hard as what I gave Thank your father for your days and your mother before the grave calls We all blips within the space At least shine till the days gone Til the days gone
6.
green to red 03:20
Life’s fleeting like leaves green to red Got these scenes in my head Some obscene and others filled with dread Scrambling to clean up this mess quick Change in my hand And all these thoughts what I’m left with I said change in my hand And all these thoughts what I’m left with Change in my Change in my I feel selfish As I chose my trauma over my health While my grandfather still pardons for help My Grandmama called and not feeling well But at least we can talk the Sox winning I owe her a new fitted and more Pray this bed I made got some soft linen Reaping what is sewn till its all finished Reaping what is sewn till its all finished In 06 you had to page me on the Rola to debate the drugs Nigga I aint make a budge Since putting em down When bro said you aint gon make enough He roaming the town still See my path in his movements if I was down still Forever thankful of his hindsight My mind been right but he showed me I could make the cut But not like how his razor does Said you the one to raise us up So my fate is such Decided I passed it enough Not a type of thing you want to adapt to and such Realized asking to win the same as asking for luck Never been the hand out type Triple back when I ran out twice Tit for tat when we jammed on sight Live for that when I ran outside The biggest mac round you campground tykes Fighting all my life against these things I’m scared to mention Still staving off the intervention Life’s fleeting like leaves green to red Got these scenes in my head Some obscene and others filled with dread Scrambling to clean up this mess quick Change in my hand And all these thoughts what I’m left with I said change in my hand And all these thoughts what I’m left with Change in my Change in my Life’s fleeting like leaves green to red Got these scenes in my head Some obscene and others filled with dread Scrambling to clean up this mess quick Change in my hand And all these thoughts what I’m left with I said change in my hand And all these thoughts what I’m left with Change in my Change in my

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released December 11, 2020

Lyrics by Kadeem
Production by Loman
Mixed by Dephrase
Cover Art by Lisa Poem

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